Thursday 15 October 2015

Back.

I'm in a troubled sleep.
Deep in thought yet restless as i switch from bed to couch
This is not my home i cry, yet oddly this is where i grew up yet not born into

Bells a ringing a deafening score. Minds of many minds for more.
I'm going deaf I scream into the black and blue walls of death that are my sleeping mind
It must be a call
turns out one from Josie Hall

Did i see a teal haired boy with reindeer antlers on today
Why yes, yes you did. i say

Caught in a rush, poets run towards me
I know who i am
as i dive deep into the rabbit hole once again.


Tuesday 6 October 2015

Rawr for the rage!

I am living in a paradime
but how the seaons change this time
ive seen this all before, but not lost in summer's lore
now i live my dream with rainbows hardcore

Thoughts of many collect and score
Working together to find that fix for more
Need no rules yet bound to health
Looking for drugs or everlasting wealth

Be at peace for this is my mind
Love looking for love in this paradime
Universes expanding, folding, and more
The universe she is one big happy hardcore.

Between the thoughts that zen occupies

Is this conversation in my mind a mere simulation or can it bend my fabric of reality. Can the subjective world i create in my mind where i attune what i know about you into a form that is suppose to represent you accurate. I live in a world where my simulation awakens me to know that i have been here before. Daemon or druid matters not for we follow the ones with the longest horns.

Don't assume let what is created know that while it is a simulation know the mind has powers and what is leaked out may reflect badly or in a good way depending on what you build in the subjective(closed off) mind. Telepathy is real yet i find it a silly system. No ground rules and very rude way of getting what you want. Energy bubbles with though word action and reward are a better way of communicating rather then just bursting into peoples mind and stealing the information. Like the nurses at CamH do. ]:/

Perhaps this simulation must have a check to see if it truly is running properly a vision or vibe must be felt from the person you are talking to. Doctors have fancy words like scizoaffective i like the thought of a shared Mind. And a bubble system around yourself and your team. A reflection bubble must be put in place to protect the core of the group or the just one magic user. Eventually the bubble can add on other bubbles and more groups join grouop yets they can split off when the reflection is up. This minds do not even need to know about how this magic is working. It can be seen through behaviour and mood. For example when my bubble is burst it releases all my energy and stops it fromcoming back to me where i can collect and organize my thoughts in a meaningful way. Rather im left spending all my energy to everyone or my money to everyone and not being able to take care of myself. While i do work with 2 other wizards we have never had true communication on this plane about it. Is that bad or is it good? Hard to know we live sorta far away from eachother.

Owl is watching

The games between the prey
Dance and flow as they may
Owl watches with wings of green and pink
Never to far to hunt yet to far to shrink

In cold shadows of night yet still
That only which we understand we kill
Owl catches either or mouse or rabbit this night

Shade please take me away from this fright

Troning of Ian

Ian has a very open mind. He does not know all, but that which he is allowed to know he understands through vibe, picture, and sound. When Ian would do drugs and if he would feel a bad effect there would always seem to be a guiding light, or some kind of source, some flow of energy that Ian would understand to be the truth behind the trip. When Ian was younger and first starting to explore his mind with psychdelics Ian had very few negative effects(other then being lost witho...ut his glasses constantly calling out for Craig (lolz rave family joke)) rarely would ian have a bad trip with psychedlics for there always seemed to be this truth behind the trip this knowledge that his mind had changed and that he would view the world differently. It would seem to him like some kind of secret group of minds focusing on what needs to change to allow for a more peaceful state of mind. The mouse would listen and wait looking for that nice treasure in all its cheesy delight. Now this is different from stimulant drugs and loud music with alot of energy which would lead to a colourful bunny radiating out energy and projecting indigo though his crown chackra while a complex and misunderstood root chakra screamed for attention. This state of mind is better left in the woods or in a park where the trees concrete and stones can store his energy for the world to heal and project further rainbows to the worlds in his mind and for those who accept the rainbow of thought in all of its shades its colours and its neon brightness. ~~ Tron Kretz's thoughts.~~